I've been evalutaing my life for a long while now and i've ignored things in my life. But I need to stop ignoring them and take care of them before I wreck myself without even knowing it. I've made wrong choices. Sometimes I make wrong choices knowingly because i'm tired of caring and doing the right thing. And I want to make the wrong choice. I just wanna have fun while being safe at the same time even though I know I shouldn't be doing what it is i'm doing. First off, just to avoid worry, i'm not talking about drugs or anything real crazy.
I really need to purge a lot of things in my life. I've written that line in my journal countless times and have had countless entries where I started to write that but then only to delete it because I didn't know how nor did I want to explain it. And I still don't really know how to explain. More like I don't know how much I really want to share over the internet. That's the problem, often we write posts or something on facebook or AIM profiles that we share only a little, and its cryptic because we want people to know, but at the same time we don't. As result, we leave mystery hoping for that one person or people to know what you're trying to say without you having to say it.
I keep on saying that I need to purge my life, but I need to actually start doing it.
Maybe next entry, i'll share the things I need to purge.
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