Soul Renovation

I keep really old pamphlets from sunday services in my bible, you know the ones that you felt were too well made to throw away and you feel to bad to throw it in the trash at the church so you tuck it away in your bible, or...maybe thats just me. I was going through the papers in my bible and I have the pamphlets from past retreats where I was a counselor, a couple of thank you letters from cabin girls, a bulletin from my friend's baptism with a small paragraph of their testimonies. It's feels good to have keepsakes of my life in there so I can reminiscence whenever I want. I've come such a long way.

I came across a flyer about soul renovation, some workshop that happened hella days ago and I didn't go to it but those words really stuck out to me. I think i'm at the place where my soul feels a bit weak, I think this is why my body has been so tired these past few days. I'm drained somewhere. Today I picked it up a bit but still, I need to rejuvenate myself. There at times in life where you need to stop, put your life in a still frame and observe. Right now, i'm not exactly pleased. In fact, i'm a little disappointed in myself. It's time to re-evaluate myself and work on self improvement. I want to be a better person. I want to care more, take more risks, invest in more people, invest in myself. I'm going to read more, get my brain working more and hopefully learn a thing or two about life.

I want to write more about my thoughts on things, but I got to get my shut eye to deal with waking up early for class tomorrow. Tired morning Tiffany is not fun. But anyways, change is around the corner. Let's do it.